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| and I have yet to turn 50
This really sucks.
Like.
i wouldnt mind going bald if I was like, 40 something even
But now?
Ugh.. I think Im so stressed out from being in this house that Im actually balding..
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| Yup. I hit twenty yesterday. Im actually now an adult. And. All of my friends are teenagers. I think its time I make a resolution: I make ONE close friend who's 20 or older. And NOT a friend who was already my friend but turned 20. Someone older. I need to prove my maturity somehow.
Any who. here's my list
- I completed over 200 video games.
- I mastered Super Mario Brothers mechanics at 1 and a half years old.
- I learned to be conscious of my dreams, and be able to manipulate and mold them into anything I want.
- I basically developed a very concrete idea of what happens after you die.
- I mastered basic usage of a computer.
- I've owned 11 video game consoles.
- I've had 5 girlfriends.
- I've had 2 fights.
- I've learned to cook 7 dishes well.
- I've tried 11 different cheeses.
- I've been heart-broken 2 times.
- I've had 61 friends. Yes. I counted. And I mean, people who I have had a good conversation with, and that I can keep one with if I ever saw them again.
- 8 of which I actually consider really close ones.
- I've had 6 situations where I came really close to having sex.
- I got drunk once.
- I still have never smoked. Ever.
- I went to Mexico for an hour.
- I've been to Boston.
- Back to the Future was the very first movie I ever watched.
- I can swim, but I cant swim that fast.
- I'm terrified of dinosaurs.
- I'm not afraid of heights. I'm only afraid of falling.
- I'm strangely attracted to blonds. but that doesnt mean I prefer them.
- Music is my hot hot sex.
- I can't stand it when someone is breathing way too loud.
- I love Gordon Ramsay.
- Marco Pierre White comes in second place.
- I have had 8 different hair styles. The current one is my favoritest of all.
- I watched the entire series of Doogie Howser M.D.
- I've watched the Back to the Future Trilogy more times than I can count.
- Thor is my favorite super hero.
- Right after is Batman
- I can probably be an excellent elementary school teacher.
- I think Garbage Pail Kids The Movie is the worst movie in existence.
- My best kiss was at a cementary, even though it wasnt exactly a meaningful one to the other person at the time.
- My second best was at the Philharmonic basement.lol
- I'm probably not going to be satisfied with this list, and remember other things I accomplished so Im probably adding more
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| and have someone love me back without all the bullshit?
why is it that I have to loose everything when I think I finally have something?
I hate love. I really do. With a passion.
and I dont mean love for your friends.
I mean falling in love.
Damn it to hell
Because even when you know someone loves you back
it doesnt matter
Truth doesnt hurt. But Love does.
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| Ironically, those people are liars,lol
The truth makes me feel relief, and opens me up to the fact that the previous condition was false.
It opens my eyes.
Im pretty chill and good for a break up.
I need somewhere to go tomorrow though.
Because today sucked
Audrey still has problems with her feelings towards me.
I hope shes ok
I wish I could help
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| Like as if, I made a wrong decision.
I dont know whats going to shake this feeling. But. Man. Its like my insides are burning,
I dont like this feeling at all.
Another long week awaits.
I also have a bad feeling about something....
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